October 20, 2011
I couldn't think of what to say yesterday. But I guess I will make it up tonight.
I wish you could help me with my oratory in my senior year, because I pretty much gave up without you motivating me. I wish you had seen my HI and I wish you were there when I placed at Wake Forest. It was one of the best moments of my life. I remember in my junior year when we went to Wake Forest, you didn't do Oratory so we could break/place. And your DUO was amazing. I wish you could have helped me with writing college essays, because you have no idea how much I miss your writing. I wish you could be there online, late at night, when I was cramming for college exams. Then you might be studying orgo chem. You would take intense naps and then wake up early in the morning, and I would still be awake at that time. Then you would tell me to go to sleep because, now, all others can do is to only keep me awake. I wish you could come to USC, but you were destined to go to much better places I'm sure. Because then I could ask you all these questions like a high school freshman again. I wish I would talk to a random person and they happened to know you, and then I could come and tell you. I wish I could listen to K-pop again without thinking about you. But I guess that's good in another way. I wish you could still blog and then I would get inspired and blog more often. At least that's what I'm trying to do now. I wish I could show you my new blog layouts every time I get a new one. I wish we took more pictures without me looking retarded in them. I wish I could wear my own yellow hoodie so you could ridicule me or we could just look stupid at the same time. I wish I could ask you about azn hair highlighting techniques. I wish you could give me a bony hug when I see you. I wish you could tell me what to do.
I know none of these make much sense and I'm like writing whatever comes to mind. But I just wish you were here, Gary.
Love & miss you forever & always,
The silly Eileenie